Things.... yea, I've been thinking too much again. It's been an interesting last week or so. What can I say? Not really asking, just saying... Randomness? well I tell ya if you embrace what's in your soul and hide it way, not letting anyone or anything else in. What have you really got? What will it mean if you don't share it all? Story of my life, I think. It's all hidden away.
I think about a lot of things, and don't share it with hardly anyone. It's a waste until I come here and pour it out on this blog...that no one else reads LOL Funny but ya know what? I like it this way. Can say what I want, ya'll don't know me anyway. So,its all good.
I feel a lot of different things lately, disgust, fear, anger, sadness. All in the space of the last week or so. Life is a roller coaster that sometimes moves too fast I guess. What else is new?
I am fairly calm at the moment, there are big changes ahead and storms to weather too, I think. We shall see. Things I read about, distantly are about to become familiar to me in my everyday life. So I guess I roll with the punches. I always seem to, kicking and screaming sometimes, but I roll.
Yea, true I don't scream too loud...someone might hear me. All in the soul, all in the heart.
a silent scream
a soul hanging onto
whatever it can
fearing and loving
never knowing
clinging to what is there
secreting not sharing
something is there
small, hiding
inside, keeping
only to me
darkness and light
contrasts and yet
the soul knows both
mine alone
and yet
what I see...
of wanting or
needing
grasping or letting
it slide away
beyond reach
beyond view
still mine
regardless
what I own
I fear
I love
I am
it's mine alone
in the darkness
and in the light
a thought or a feeling
when all is said and done
what's inside
knowing,
what is real
just not wanting
to miss...
the blink of an eye
and it's gone again
and yet
still mine
always mine
