Yea its been a couple of weeks since I posted, been busier than usual.
Turkey day went good. my brother, my sister and my sons all showed and relaxed and pigged out. And even still, there was a lot of leftovers.
Work has been drama again, I really think its me rubbing someone the wrong way without meaning to and then things go all to hell... I'm not trying to do anything to upset this other person, I care about them, but they apparently see things quite differently than I do. I can't change their point of view, tired of trying to be nice about it all. So, I will be indifferent instead. This person doesn't care what I think, so I won't care what they think from now on either. I talked about some of this a bit back in a different post so I won't repeat it here. It's just time for me to let go of it all. Do my job, mind my own business and just be the best me I can. If that is a problem for someone else, it's their problem. Not mine. Gonna leave it at that .
I so much want to start Christmas shopping, got paid but it all went for rent and bills etc. I know I will have a good Christmas bonus coming, I just don't know exactly when. Should be within the next couple of days coming up here. Got several ideas of things I want to buy my grand baby...maybe I will have enough to get Everything I have in mind. I hope so.
My oldest called me yesterday and announced that he has asked is girlfriend to marry him and she accepted.
He made my day. I want more than anything for PITA to be happy and apparently he is. That's what really matters to me. He gave her a beautiful sapphire ring. She posted pics on Facebook for everyone to see and she is very excited. In a way, if I look at her then its nice to see that my son can make someone else that happy too. Its a win win situation IMO. So now i have 2 engaged sons, lets see which one gets married first lol
Things could be worse in my life and I know it. A lot worse so I am thankful for what I have and accept that, at least for right now, there are things I can't have. Oh well.
My granddaughter's smile just draws me to her so much. Sometimes I irritate her mother because she is trying to get her to go to sleep and then I come talk to her and look at her and she smiles ear to ear for me. I can't resist I just love her so much. Such a beautiful little girl!
Well, just checking in for now. Hope you all are well and not going broke for the holidays yet...
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