Eh, maybe later....

I was thinking..if I were to make a list of all the things I have put off doing lately...1 it would be a long list and 2 I don't feel like doing it right now. Maybe I will get around to it later.  Besides, it just reminds me of all the inactivity in my life and the fact that I procrastinate way too much already, why add making myself feel guilty on top of that?  Naa, I will pass. 
Been surfing around and reading some funny blogs tonight and that is good stuff.  Such an education one can get that way.  All the little known facts of the world that you can't find anyplace else. Gotta love it, great entertainment for someone who is putting off doing more important things.  But hey, I work all day and today was a bear of a day...why would I want to work on more in my little bit of free time?  I don't, really.

Some of the things I put off are important, some aren't so much but are just things I really should do....like sending my mom pictures of her 1st great grandchild. Maybe that would be more of a priority for me if she made an effort on her end...baby is 7 months old now and she hasn't come to see her once yet.  So it gets put on me to send pics instead.  To the point that my brother even bugs me to do it... part of me really wants to just say, well grab a disposable camera and come for a visit...get all the pics you want. But save me the hassle of doing it all for you, as usual.  Maybe that's what this is about, not wanting to do things for her anymore, as I had for years until I got fed up with the whole situation with her.  Hell, if it's actually important to her she could get up from her bingo seat and spend the money on gas to come here instead....@@   Maybe I'm being mean, I don't know but I don't feel like it. 

I find I am becoming very selective in my priorities these days. By the time I finish working I'm tired most days and don't want to HAVE to do anything at all.  Id rather lay around and watch TV or listen to internet radio and just relax...no pressure. Except that I keep putting off stuff that is important too, and eventually it's going to stress me out, like it always does when I procrastinate for too long on things.  I keep telling myself, I will do X thing this weekend...and then the weekend comes and goes without my even glanced at it yet. 

I really need to just stop screwing around and get to at least some of these things that I refuse to list here.
Maybe this weekend....