Another

So, recently I posted a blog about all being good at the end of the day...wish that was how I felt about this day but it's not. Today was a day better forgotten.
I went to sleep sick last night and so I was still sick this morning. Hacking up my lungs, headache, body aches, the works.  It was a very work intensive day on top of that, wore me out.   Grumpy bosses that demand things their way but that seems to change, as it did again today. Leaves me frustrated and sometimes confused as to just how I will ever please them. I'm thinking it's just not possible at this point.

All of my frustration at work today encompassed several aspects of the job and left me with a lot to think about tonight.  I know I am far from perfect, but I feel as if I am expected to be just that, perfect.   Instead I am human. That's all I can be.  I can try hard, and I usually succeed at what I do, but there are days, like today, where not everything goes as planned.  It was one of those days I should have stayed in bed, but knew I couldn't do that.

Really though, this is all along the same thread, people, my relationships with them and the way they do the things they do.  I'm too tired to dive into this in too much detail tonight, so I won't be doing that here.

I guess all I can hope for is a better day tomorrow. Less frustrations, and me feeling more healthy than I did today. It wasn't fun and I'm exhausted from it all. 

My good note for the day was going to A's house tonight to visit for a few.  He and B were home and I was glad to see them again.  Was pretty much the main good thing that happened today.   S sent me a new pick of my granddaughter and I love that.  The rest of the day was forgettable, so that is what I'm going to try to do, forget it.  Learn what I can from it, and forget the rest. And hope for a better day tomorrow. We'll see what happens.