This morning

So so far this morning I'm about half awake and wondering what is happening. I hate being on the back end of the work on the weekends, leaves me in the dark as to what the other person is doing.  And, apparently everyone else is in the dark about it too.  I get questions about what is going on and I don't have answers.  Oh well, not much I can do about it.

I feel like I could use another 8 hours or so of sleep but that's not happening. Last night I started this new blog by talking about people sort of, and my self as well.  It's too early for me yet to have deep thoughts lol.  So, I'm not going to continue that same thread until later today, if I find time. I always have things on my mind, wondering about people, just like I am currently wondering about my co worker. So many questions that I know I'm not welcome to ask her. Would probably just piss her off.

At least it's Saturday and I don't have to work all day today, one of the very few days I don't. I don't have any plans for the day either. Seems contradictory to say in one paragraph "if I find time" and in the next to say"I don't have any plans for the day" but time just seems to fly by and before I know it the day is over and I have usually accomplished very little.  Goes with what I said about all the things I know I could be doing or should but I just don't. 


Shortly here I am going in search of breakfast and some coffee, both of which I know I will find.  I get all my coffee free and I love that fact. And I definitely need to wake up. I haven't decided on what breakfast will be though. 


There are enough things that I need to do at this point that I could have a day full, only problem is that my boss did not pay me yesterday and most of the things take money to do them.   If he hasn't paid me by Monday I need to ask him about it. My rent will be late and the bills all need to be paid and Monday is my oldest son's birthday as well.  Seems like almost every month my boss leaves me wondering when I will get paid and stressing about things that need to be done with the money. Also wondering if I will have any left to last me the month....I usually don't.


Such is life. I need coffee. Be back later...