What an exhausting week. I wish it was Friday evening instead of Thursday evening now.  More and more I wish I could be away from the stress of my job. I guess, in reality I could just quit, but then, what would I do. No money to take care of myself and the kids. That just doesn't work, unfortunately.  Most days i am good at my job. But, it seems that I have these little problems where something seems to go wrong just when the boss is watching. I'm just one of those lucky people, I guess.
I didn't to this blog tonight to complain though, I guess I just have so much on my mind I wanted to vent a bit.  I already had a good cry, yesterday after what was a really bad day.  And, this morning, when I was doubting I should be any where near my job. Wondering why I still have one really.  Maybe I should just not question it and learn to let go of things much quicker than I do now.  I have what I have and its a lot more than many other people have, I should just be grateful for it.  Yes, life is complicated sometimes but it is what it is. You either deal with it, or you don't. I know I will regardless. If only I weren't so tired right now, it might be easier to be more optimistic than I am.  Maybe some sleep will help. And an easier day tomorrow would be nice too...


I am thinking about a lot of things, maybe I will blog about them, maybe not but not tonight.  Right now, bed just sounds so good. Sleep...